kl fencing competition~~~come with disappointment

wow....it seems like i hv never touch my blog for a few century . bout this competition ~~~~ is not wat i hv imagine when i reach there .......it is so small ..
then i get my new suit ~~~~ i am so happy but the opponent had 'painted' some colour my clean white suit ~~~ which i call it ' xiao bai ' so the last opponent hv to suffer for the consequence~~~~ but i am not in the situation when i was sparring at the first place ...feel so disappointed ....haix .. wat to do ......it is over now .......feel so down after the competition ....cause my stamina is soooo weak then i am facing some difficulty when i am sparring~~~~~ causing me to lose ..... very geram .... arrggg................................ so~~~~ weak .....hv to go n exercise everyday d ....cannot b lazy ................. hope i can win in the next competition ...haha~~~ in my dream i guess~~ haha~~~~ b prepare ..... i will b bek with a strong body n win many medal ....... this i promise to myself n i will b working very hard n put many effort to reach this dream until it become reality ...